How's it going?

How many people have come up to and asked you "How's it going?" Many I'm sure? It's just whenever we say that we always seem to respond the same way. Good. Thanks for you're life story, it was beautiful. It seems we don't tend to open up to each other and I wonder why? Is it because we don't trust one another? Is it because we don't want to worry others? Is it because we think we can cope on our own? I've always wondered why people keep to themselve. Me being the out-going person I am, am always happy to share my problems as well as listen to them. I guess being one of the only people on the other side of the fence, it's kinda hard to see especialy if our neighbors board up every inch of their fence....I just happen to be very curious and well I don't cross the fence, my neighbor comes to me after awhile and realizes that I mean no harm to their yard or house and soon we're inviting each other over for dinner alternating days! haha wonderful metephor don't you think? Well what brought this on is the fact that I have people ask me all the time "How's it going?" and with that I never reply "good" I always reply with something different everyay according to my mood. "I'm ok i suppose" "I'm horrible" "I've been better, but i've been worse" Lately its horrible. He's where I go to open up my side of the story like always. Story time!: Starters. It's a new year yes? And I told you about my friend who thought I was joking yes? Yes. Well She broke up with the guy I liked to give me a chance. He asked me out that day and I was so happy. We went out for 2 weeks, then he told me he was leaving at the end of the year for ohio. We just wanted to make the most of our time together. A couple of days later he tells me that he lied about liking me at first, but later he really did start to like me. That really hurt O.o. Someone tried to convince me he was cheating on me (Which he wasn't) and within that timespan someone created a nasty rumor about me, saying that I was going to break up with him, and that I had kissed someone that wasn't him. That went on then the next week it was like it never happend. We hung out and had a blast because we have fun just talking. He was also in freshmen guys choir. Perfect right? Well he started ignoring me, because he thought of breaking up with me but decided against it. Then he ignored me again because his friend died and he was getting suspended for something he didn't do. He appologized for being suspended because he was doing something stupid. He also appologized because his mom was taking him back to ohio the next week. Ouchie. We had been dating for a month and 2 weeks. He left and then decided to not contact me until the 3rd day of him being gone and then break up with me via text message. He didn't have the guts to call me. He's adjusting and that's what makes me happy. I cried a lot over that.....now I have a failing grade in world geography because I didn't turn in 1 map. Then I need to boost my geometry grade. I need to be elligible for Choir to go to contest because I know I'm a strong voice and great sight-reader. Anyway I've had many guys ask me out since they found out i was single, and I told them that I needed time to heal. It's been a week and I'm being yelled at for not having gotten over my ex within that span because it's apprently not at their pace. I'm losing guy friends over this? They weren't my friends to begin with i suppose....... It just hurts to lose a friend you know? *sigh* But enough about me....How's it going?