Summer recap

I know I havent blogged all summer so i thought "Hey i cant sleep so I'll blog" well for starters i should catch up yeah? starting with June. I went out with a guy. first week he was gone with his family. 2nd week was a lot of fun. 3rd week..he hung out with his friends thats fine. 4th week. did the exact same thing.....he didnt spend time with me anymore. I asked him why he hadnt made time for me and he didnt know. i asked him why i was around he said he didnt know he also said i was no fun and clingy. I asked him why i was kept around again he said he didnt know. i asked him if he even had a reason as to why i should be his girlfriend. he said no. so i broke up with him. Before that went down my parents had decided to go through a trial period of seperation. they wanted my brother to go with my dad to the other side of town and wanted me to decide who to go with....i stayed with my mom and my brother stayed too. but on the night i had to make a desicion i called my boyfriend (whos my ex the one ive been talking about) crying and tried to tell him about it. he was laughing with his other friends. he didnt even care to pay any attention to me......it made me feel horrible. Oh have i mentioned that im on medicine? yeah my dad took me to the doctors who sent me to a phychiatrist who gave me medicine for depression. it helps level my stress. My brother argues with my mom constantly my dad lives alone in his new appartment my moms seeing another man while still married to my dad my brother isnt doing anything with his life and im the only one to see all the mistakes and i want to do something about it and it stresses me out even more so than i already am. to top it all off my ex (the one i was talking about) still bugs me. I made him a present for his birthday a couple days after we broke up. I couldnt leave my house so i asked him if he could come get it. He was at a friends house near my house. he said no and called me a crybaby. that got to me and i cried. he actually did stop by but didnt even say thank you. He still dislkes me but contacts me through text messaging. still being mean. he says he dislikes me for certain reasons (reasons which are just human error that i have actually overcome) and I'm tired of it. i have so much stress! I felt lke a jerk today because i forgot about party my friend had...i went to the movies with my brother in stead and it wasnt too great...i felt so bad and pathetic...and now my ex is bugging me making it worse. i just need God as a guidence...ive gne through so much and school starts soon so the stress i guess is just starting :( please...I need help :(