Total Disaster

Ah things havent been to good at school. Lots of homework and too many things to deal with. Public school is so different. Way more people which will include more problems. The friends I've made there don't seem to understand what peace and quiet is. They always ask me questions and continuously talk to me. I wonder if any of my old friends came to this school if they would do the same. My friends look to me for advice, help, and even permission for certain things. I'm basicaly a mother figure to them and its killing me because I already have stress of my own. To top it off they ask me some pretty unintelligent questions. In class they ask me how to do things without having read the directions. After they read them they still ask me how things are done. *sigh* I've made a bunch of friends, which means half of them don't get along with the other half because I have a very diverse personality that a diverse group of people all satisfy. Don't think I've forgotten about all of my old friends from WCS (You know who you are). I still try to stay in contact because they relieve my stress. To add on I didn't know that I could be pretty or cool or funny until i had 5 to 6 different guys ranging from freshmen to seniors ask me out. The sad thing is I don't like them. Plus i really don't need a boyfriend right now. It won't help. That is until I met this one guy at my school whom we simply call Ninja. Ive had a crus on him since school started. Well he had a girlfriend so i let him be happy and just settled for a friend. I just recently found out he was single as of a couple of days ago. I told a good friend of mine that I liked him. This morning I found out she started to date him right after 1st period. She thought I was joking about liking him. Why is it that stuff relationship wise for me never turns out right? Oh well. I can find someone else I hope :( On the other hand I have a lot of school work from pre ap classes. then more stress when I'm in AP classes next year. I have to worry about semester exams next week (I miss private school's schedual for that) And My project for pre ap english that i don't even think my partners are going to help with.......*sigh* on top of that this christmas was the first one where my parents were seperated. and I spent new years with just my dad and my brother never came home. I found him the next day and I was mad. Not a very good start to 2010.....But I vow to make the most of this year and to be a better person completely. That was my resolution. On a lighter note (just random info) My brother and I used to make fun of restless leg syndrome because we didn't think it was real....Ironic that I happen to have it and take medicine for it now ._. XD funny stuff man, funny stuff. Anyway I'm gonna wrap it up. May God bless your new year and may you have the best of luck.