My Epiphany/ Life

My Gosh! I had an epiphany on thursday! Or was it wednesday? I don't remember *laughs* but anyway! My epiphany is about a guy as usual -_-' But it's good! Ahhh I finaly have found a guy. Well I found him a year ago but ok. Yeah it's the one whom I wrote about breaking my heart. Well It turn out he didn't mean to hurt me. PLUS, he has never said a bad thing about me. He talks to a couple of my friends and they have told me all the nice things he's said about me. I really did care a lot about him. I never stopped thinking about him and I just wanted him happy. If any of my friends read this will know whom I am to be speaking of. Just don't down me for it ok? I forgave him and he still cares for me a lot. He's just out of town right now. He's comming back in April though :). Well a couple days after my epiphany, there are a couple of guys (My ex and his friend) that came up to the mall when I was there. my ex's friend was being a jerk to me and a couple of my friends and it made me mad. When I told him I was writing a song I got this vibe from him (I can read people) that just screamed "So? I'm way better than you and could probably write better songs than you too" (He's also a musician but that doesn't give him a right to feel like that) I felt so horrible that I just wanted to stop writing the song but a lot of people liked my lyrics. My ex was really nice to me though :). At least we can still be friends :). Ahhhh I've gotta go do my algebra homework....(Don't tell Mrs. Shannon though! I will finish tonight I promise!)