Why do I have so much to do?

I was thinking again today. that =bad! I'll get to that later. Today I realized how much is going on in my life. I try to persue my dreams (HSPVA is the first step to becoming a singer if anything), while juggling relationships (no not boyfriend kind of relationships.) I try and make all my friends happy and try to make them laugh (for some it's harder than others), and I never get to see my brother because he's always at work. Then I have homework that I don't understand half of the time. Plus I wish I could find a guy that I could willingly like and they like me back. *sigh* so much work is to be done. I'm going to miss my friends tomorrow though because of the science olympiad trip. half of my close friends are going and the other half make class interesting. Plus I'm falling for one of the guys going on the trip and it's gonna make me sad when he's not at school @_@. To top it all of I don't understand algebra. PLUS i've got to continue to practice for HSPVA.......Hey, I just remembered that I love my parents :) I talked to my dad about school and he listened, analized, and told me what he thought like my own personal phyciatrist. :) It's so easy to talk to my father. he gave me advice and talked me through it. And when I'm at school and I don't have them to talk to, I talk to my friends :) they don't really give advice but they listen :) ehhhh I've got to go to bed now. BYE!